Goliad 14th. Octr. 1835

Genl. Austin

Dr. Sr

yesterday I communicated to you as the commander of the detachment at this place now I write as a private soldier from the time your order came here to mantain the post at the risk of all hazzards—Their was shown a disposition among the men to disobey the order—This morning an open determination was shown to leave the place in consequence of which I resigned my command as did officers of the Columbia Company—I could not do less your orders I am determined to obey even as a private

The whole of the men have the greatest inclination to leave this place many have upon more reflection promised still to stay untill you can be heard from

The Company has been reorganized and the same officers reappointed— some of the discontented will go on to you and I hope under the circumstances (the situation of the country) this departure from millitary duty may [be] looked over

When I wrote yesterday it was my desire to have urged you to order on immediately because I know Millitia could not be kept at a post like this long at a time—and in this I was correct—take warning by this mishap you are not upon a bed of roses—and if you are compeled to stay long at a place; rely upon it, your men will desert you—There is nothing but their honor to govern them—that is in many cases but a cobweb— I know too much of my duty to leave this place untill I here from you—I have prevaild upon many of the company to do so but I have but little confidence that they can be quiet long without moving somewhare or other—What influence I may have shall be used to support you in your authority in all that is just and proper—In this opinion I may be obtrusive but as one who has much at stake I have a right to make such suggestions as may not be offensive—Let me urge you to keep your men in motion—be careful in your operations for I am persuaded you will have to contend for Bexar if you get it— It is a last hope with Cos and if you should be defeated Texas must suffer—and the frontier must bleede freely for it—Let us be united in our forces and make a bold push and all will be right—but a devission of our little army may be ruinous to our cause

Benja. F. Smith [Rubric]

[Addressed:] Genl Stephen F. Austin Wharever he may be favd by Mr Hassill